R.O.C.K.STAR-LICIOUS

2011-11-08T00:32:00.000+08:00

they say lonliness= depression, depression= sickness, sickness=death.
i dont want to die early.
sigh.. i'm so tired of being stuck here. this never ending cycle of nothing.
why is life so hard sometimes.
i dont know how to make it better.
no mood to be thankful or grateful or happpeee.
feel like i've absolutely nothing, have no one, i am nothing, no one today.
sighhhh :(

no ur not all that

2011-09-03T00:23:00.001+08:00

To think I was bothered about you, I feel pretty stoopid since you're pretty annoying and ur annoying-ness trumps all the goodness you have in you. This whole push and pull you're trying to do does nothing except annoy me. No la, i'm not gonna trip over myself chasing after you. Do girls actually do that for you? Anyone that walks around thinking I'm good looking, I'm a catch needs to chill the hell out. You especially. Being a jerk will strip off your 'good looks' in people's eyes. Geezz.

Anywayssss had a really good raya trip. I went shopping 3 days in a row. The stuffs in Penang is sooooo gorgeous and cheap. I know I'm no fashionista but I'd love to post the pictures of my buys up here coz they make me soooooo happpeeee. I will once I get back to kl.

For the first time experienced marriage pressure. OMG I don't want to get married anytime soon! Can't even take care of myself how am I gonna take care of a husband. and children!!! gulp. Can you imagine me doing the cooking, cleaning, laundry, ironing, taking care of the kids all without mummy. Oh no no no no no no. hyperventilates a little bit. I cant, I wont, Sowmz won't let me, I'm sure. *fans self in panic*

Ok la if this was my husband I'd do it all and more. Coz Jang Geun Suk is gorgeous and he'd be an awesome husband I'm sure of it. Sighhh can I just marry Jang Geun Suk and be happpeee?
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Last poser pic from me coz reading words with no picture is no fun at all right? Thats why no one likes studying. Text books is filled with words and too little picture.

Gotta go homies. Have a good one. As usual head down to www.twitter.com/zuranee and please like www.facebook.com/hapsworld

Thank you everybodyyyy.

booyah

2011-08-31T01:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EID MUBARAK GANGGG.

Back in my hometown visiting family and friends.

Having a good time but stuck in a dazed state.

Someone said words that shouldn't matter but for some reason has hit me. Hard.

Explain more sooonnn!

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Have a good one buddies.

2011-08-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

Sooooo wats up everybodyyyy? Everytime I get to my blog I wonder why I still blog? Yeahhh so that I don't dissapoint my 2 loyal readers (sowmz & sya) who are oh so used to my nonsense.

Anyways ladies and gentlemen I (finaally) got myself a part time job after losing my mind out of boredom the other day and it was tiring and I lost lots of sleeping in days but at least now I have money to go for a beach holidayyyyy! SAY WHATTTTTT. Been stopping myself from wasting it all on online shopping. Right this moment buying myself a high waisted pants and contemplating buying a maxi skirt. Should I or should I not? Hmmm.

Going through that moment again thinking of stuffs again. Sometimes I think this whole forgiving and forgetting? Its really easier said than done. When someone hurts you how do you stop that pain from replaying in ur mind like a broken recorder? And you acting like a sullen little brat I'm so tired of you. Sometimes people expect for you to have your life revolve around them but truth is you dont have a life. What am I supposed to do? No I refuse to be stuck doing things 17 years old girls do. However I don't judge against your choices why do you have to judge mine?

Was called bitter a few weeks ago for asking someone to chill on the PDA. I'll admit it here. I hate hanging out with couples. and yeah not cause inside i'm all like oh my god why am i so alone blahblah. you wish. its cause if there is one time when i feel like im invisible its when i have to hang out with a couple. i was completely invisible, like air when i used to hang out with couples in segamat and when i have to exxperience it once again these days i just get so irritated. it stirs up bad memories. NO couple in this world is capable of hanging out like a normal person without going all gooey and coo-ey at one another. and they never listen to whet you say so u will just feel like a fool talking to a wall. yep. so you know before you put someone through that torture think twice. you see your man all the time spare other people a lil sympathy. do ur couple thing another time.

ok enough ranting.just sent my order online.damn.talk to all of you soon.bye bye now.

how to be awesome?

2011-07-07T01:04:00.001+08:00

one question that goes through my mind these days:
HOW TO BE AWESOME?

actually in my case how to be awesome-r since you know i'm already so awesome, but you knew that already didnt you?

i envy people with hobbies. i havent found one. unless playing angry birds, stoopid zombies, alchemy, plants vs zombies etc etc counts. being awesome at this stuffs apparently deducts points from my awesomeness. which is never good.

how do you find a hobby? hmmm. im gonna goggle that in a little. oh yeah i totally goggled how to be awesome. but they're advice sucks. not awesome at all.

you're everywhere doing everything and being awesome and i'm here wondering what to do with my life.sigh.

wouldn't it be nice if you had 9 hot guardian angels watching over you making your life awesome. (hmmm i was watching a korean music video. ze:a's here i am. go youtube it and you'll get it la)

one time i went to a bookshop and bought this book of love "spells" and stuffs called bewitch a man. hwn i bought it i tot it was a book on how to be awesome-r to bewitch guys. turned out to be something completely different! apparently in the book the writer mentioned "bewitchery is universally spiritual; anyone can do it-Christian, Jew and Muslim. Bewitchery is not about summoning demons. It's about working with energy, light, love, and your own will."

and this bewitchery book is no joke man. they'll ask you to buy all sorts of candles and funny-names herbs and eventually i just got tired reading. Anyways in one of the rules of bewitching it requires you to "be realistic when bewitching yor man" no such thing as bewitching brad pitt, someone else's man etc. sighhhh. there goes all hope of bewitching and marrying jang geun suk la ok.

i do have one theory when it comes to man though. usually its really easy to know when a guy likes you coz he'll be tripping over himself dying to be with you. and if he is doing the whole ignoring you, not texting, not calling you thing best forget about him. unless your resolved to get him then good luck and remember no tears and no giving up!

i really, really wanna be good at cooking but i hate cooking! i like baking though and people say im good at it. but 10 years down the line (hopefully i'll be married) i cant be baking for my husband everyday can i? always envision myself throwing a dinner party for close friends with me cooking really yummy stuffs. when will that happen? cooking is sooooo hard! marry a chef husband can?

sigh wasnt this such an awesome post? i think i shall no longer blog about my activities i do and stick to fun posts like this. coz its so entertaining and sowmz would most probably be entertained. my loyal reader.

YOU PUT THE SUGA AND THE BUTTA INTO THE MIXA. say watttt? and you think you're better than Asians.come on. sungguh pelik.

coz jang geun suk is king.ok bye.come back soon.

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butter flies

2011-06-30T01:07:00.001+08:00

the butterfly effect.

coz im cool la ok. i'm too lazeeee to update my blog with anything.i'm on holiday at the moment so i'm leading the good life. what i'm in need though is an actual holiday. with a beach somewhere. getting a tan. but no will have to start working next week. so life wont be as good but at least will have money to make it good once again.

since i'm here already how about i make a shout out to my current crush mr jang geun suk. just coz he is the cutest boy with the sexiest voice on earth.yummmm.did you know i totally went for his fan meet a few weeks ago. it was amazingggg but im too lazeee to post pics. i will some time in the future when my connection decides to no longer act like a slow b*tch. JANG GEUN SUK, iloveyouuuuuu.

aigoooooo so cute/gorgeous/adorable la ok.sighhhhh.

anyways gotta be up realy tmrw.better go now.pls come back every few days or so.i'll try to find my blogging mood asap.however if you really cant wait drop by www.twitter.com/zuranee. i tweet awesome stuffs i kid u not.

last but not least a pic of bestiee and i to end this useless post coz we're that awesome.im so sorrry u wasted 5 mins of ur life reading nonsense.im soooo bored.have a good night.bye bye now.

this are my confessions.

2011-06-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

I will never for the life of me be able to tell people what I am truly feeling. If I'm upset I keep it inside and turn into little ms grumpy-pants. I'm not really mad at you it's just my mind is so confused and when all this thought are swirling in my head I just shut down and act out. My patience level hits below zero and everything and I mean everything irritates the crap out of me.

However there are times I give people the cold shoulder out of the blue because usually I would have been patient dealing with them until one day I'm just so tired of it and once again I shut down. It's true what they say when you've been hurt so many times by the people you love you just... end up leaving them. I just don't say anything because it's not built in me to tell you the things you do I'm bothered about. Any type of inner confession feeling thing will only end up with me in a heap of tears. I don't do the whole confrontation thing with people though I've been told to do so many, many times. I'm not used to it. I'm alwaysssss pissed off though and I show you I'm pissed off but usually no one knows what I'm so angry about. Really, I've been hurt so many times but I just don't sat anything and so everyone assumes everything is fine and in the end it eats me up inside. All I do is snap at you in your face which then makes me feel guilty and all teary again...

I don't ask for help from people if I can, I secretly sabotage myself when in comes to love, I never really tell people all this thoughts in my head. I've so many questions but I'd never tell them to anyone. But then again who does? Can you honestly tell me you tell everyone everything you feel and think?

I'm not unhappy though. Everyday I wake up feeling healthy, out of the hospital, no pain, no discomfort, no medication, my hair, my Jack, I'm grateful. I appreciate my life so much. I don't have a whole lot but what I have I'm thankful for. I don't dwell on the things I don't have because I truly believe maybe I don't have it because I'm not ready. I know I'm not ready and that's ok.

Just a little inner reflection on myself, coz this is my blog and I will write whatever I feel like writing.hahaha. Will come back will a less deep, emo post asap.

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forever 17.

2011-05-24T02:08:00.001+08:00

Hey sowmz, remember on my 17th birthday you and I hung out in Dome for hours since it was mid-term exams and everyone else was busy and had an awesome time just talking and laughing at the top of our lungs. Suddenly in the midst of our chit chat a birthday muffin pops up out of nowhere and I'm completely taken back by surprise. Till now thats one of my best birthday memory.

Can't believe it's been 6 years since that birthday celebration. Jaya's no longer there, that Dome is no longer there but the memories still remain. Yeah I know our IC says 23 but it still feels like we're those 17 years old girls sitting in a cafe giggling our lives away. Granted though we're now able to drive anywhere and don't freak out when we get carded by bouncers! I bet if we were given the chance you and I would be able to do the whole talking till 4 am about god knows what. Remember our conversation about DC trying to dissect who was in which room in those 2 nights? " BROTHERHOOD AND SISTERHOOD BETWEEN *YOU-KNOW-WHAT". Still cannot mention the full sentence. Too memalukan!

What about the first time we went to Bangsar on new year's eve. That was a wilddddd night eyh? Had the time of our lives though.You've seen at both my best and worst and always have had my back. The only person I think of to tell when I've done something stoopid is you coz you'd laugh at me and wouldn't give me that much of a hard time. Thank you for always being there babes. Here's to our 10 years of friendship and many, many more years to come! Please come wedding dress shopping with me when I get married and promise if you think my future husband is a good-for-nothing tell me! HAHHAHA.

coolest 17 years old girls you'll ever find.

Loveeeee you lots. Cant wait to see you when you get backkkk. Kissessss.

say wat?

2011-03-27T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody. Sooooo I know I’ve been away far too long but lack of time, crazy laptop that hangs in the middle of work and bad broadband connection has led to me being too lazeee to blog. Question btw, anyone knows why Acer laptop hangs a lot? It happens to my roommate who’s using an Acer laptop as well. Anyways life’s been good. Sometimes weekends are spent at home worrying about tests which is tortureee for me since I’ve this need to be out somewhere during the weekend. The semester is coming to a close rapidly with finals just around the corner! INSANEEEEE.

So yeah, brief description of how’s it going. Here are the photos of what i’ve been up to lately. I don’t know why i post pictures here since my faithful readers are my friends that can stalk me on fb. Nevertheless, here they are. Have fun!

1. Michael Buble's crazy love concert

He was amazingggg. I'm a huge fan of Michael Buble from the very first album and I've always wanted to watch Michael Buble live. That was one of the important things to do on my bucket list and looks like i managed to tick it off my bucket list and really what a way to do it. He brought me to tears. He was charming, sweet and when he sang you could tell he was singing from his heart. For the rest of my life I will remember that one moment he stood there and bellowed 'song for you' without the microphone and a sax playing and the audience were hushed trying to savour every last moment of his voice! I still get goosebumps thinking of that moment.

2. Messing about with sya's iphone 4.

That girl is too much la ok. She uses both a bb and iphone! Smack her pls. hahhaha. Kidding babes. You know i love you :D

3. "Seafood dinner for winners" with the girls and that really strange boy Les.

"One time I OD-ed on Panadol coz I took 17 of them", Lester. -______-

4. Night out with ms fashionistas.

5. Uni trip

3 days 2 nights of FUN. :)

Been a pretty good month so far. Grateful for every blessings God gives me. If you're having a bad day, week, month a word of wisdom. God gives you bad times so that when the good times come rolling around you'll know it, be thankful for it and appreciate it. Hang in there. That you cannot change, do not dwell on it. God-willing there's always tomorrow. See ya peeps :)

2011-01-29T18:01:00.000+08:00

there was this one time when i used to be stuck in the hospital and there would be random shows with scenes of people running as fast as they could, and a tiny part of me would think, 'i wish that was me'. i was so weak at that point, that running would have put mean back in the hospital for sure. there were days when a short walk from my room to the toilet would take the wind out of me.therefore running was all but a dream. and then i got better.and finally yesterday i went for a jog on my own and i tried.i ran.ran as fast as i could and as my feet hit the paved track, and my breathing came out steady, and there is a cool breeze, i realized there was no pain in my chest, no pain on my side, no light-headed feeling.just of course the burning in my legs, butt.it made me so happy to feel that strong and healthy.
thats why sometimes i have no sympathy for people who complain about how hard their life is.because what i see is at the end of the day despite all the shit that has happened to you if you have your health isn't that something to be thankful for? isnt that half of the battle won.
with your health wouldn't you be able to go out, make yourself better, change that predicament you're stuck in.be grateful.its easy.for every thing that you do have in your life.be thankful.be happeeee.

winner,winner, seafood dinner!

2011-01-21T21:25:00.000+08:00

Pet texted me one weekend and asked if I was up for seafood dinner and of course I said YESSSS! I loveeee seafood.oyster,lobster,calamari, you name it.I most likely will love it. neways a bunch us headed out to Kelana Jaya for some really awesome seafood loving. I tried mantou for the first time and god-damn it, IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD.damn,im drooling writing about it. I swear I'd stop at that seafood shop just to buy it.hahaha.Later we headed to the pasar malam where everyone ended up buying really sucky food.except for meeeee! i got myself pearl tea and muachi and it was good of course. "PASAR MALAM FROM HELL". hahahhaha.

DIGGING INTO THE FOOD FACES!

SPICY CRAB.SOOOOOO YUMMMYYYYYY!ngeeeeeee.

chilling out aafter all the food bought from HELL PASAR MALAM.

the girls throwing their icky drinks. i tasted both and it made me do my ewwww face.hahhaa.

it was a great night out.friends for life :)

2011-01-15T11:20:00.000+08:00

THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO IN 2011

1. Michael Buble is coming to Malaysia!

2. PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 2. enough said.

3. Justin Bieber might be coming to Malaysia.*squeals*

4. Breaking Dawn part 1. 2 words: JACOB BLACK.

5. Beach holidayyyyyyy.
6. A 4-months semester holiday in May. say what?

7. More clothes, shoes and bags to add to my collection. eeiiii.

8. PARTIES!

9. July for the removal of my C-port.

10. I'm planning to go for a marathon this year! who's in?

ANDDDD THE BEST PART OF 2011 IS:

YOU CAN EXPECT MORE SILLY PICTURES FROM MEEEE!

(which actually would be the highlight of your life instead of mine!)

LATER EVERYBODYYYYY.

fireworks.

2011-01-01T20:56:00.000+08:00

I was thinking of sharing some of my new year's resolution this year here, but as I was typing it out I realized it was a lil too personal for everyone to read. In general my resolution will be filled with ways to be healthy, to embrace being 23 (oh god!!), to stop complaining about having to go to class and suffering from monday blues, to be grateful for all the little blessings in my life, to laugh, bond. spill secrets with friends, to go for another holiday, to save money yet at the same time fill my closet with pretty clothes, bags and shoes, to avoid the saying "I should have..." or in other words to regret something, to do well in studies anddddddddddd to party hard! hahahha.

Here's to hoping 2011 is full of happiness, joy and experiences to grow from.

Bye bye 2010, its been a blast!

Be good to me now 2011.

ushering 2011 with the girls. i hope you had a good one :)

blue coconuts

2010-12-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

So before the memory starts fading I thought I'd blog about my awesome Langkawi trip! Some people have actually questioned the awesome-ness of my holiday which i find a lil annoying. So I 'll write here so you'll get a glimpse of the fun I had this Langkawi '10 trip.

Day 1

in the car otw to the bus stand. since we wanted to keep the budget low we took the bus.omggggg.so tiring la ok.next time will take the plane no kidding.

finally reached the bus stand and we were excitedddd! wheeee.

sowmz and becks decided to take a pic of themselves while in the bus and then got blinded by the flash of their camera.epic.

we finally reached kuala perlis and as you can see from my eyes of course we had taken the 6 am ferry and i was still very, very sleepyyyyy.

since we had arrived super early and we couldn't check in just yet into our hotel we decided to go sight-seeing around the island. thank god for our trusty rented car we managed to drive everywhere without any problems.

trying out really whacky glasses with ms bestieee are always a lot of funnnn!

sowmz crazeee gal stepped on my toenail and it started bleeding. my god through out the trip she kept stepping on people, dropping bags, banging people you name it, she did it. *shudders* that girl is a walking hazard. thank god she didnt fall into the sea man.

Later we headed to the DataranL Helang to do emo pose by the eagle. Eagle has this ability to you know stir deep feeling of connection to the mother nature and all that you know?

We also decided to do some yoga to you know, keep fit. DO THE WARRIOR POST!

Do the pilates move too. I''ve started working out using one of sya's pilates workout cd's so i was a bit toooo into pilates.

wats a work out without a lil bit of jumping around eyh?

Finally it was time to check in and right after checking in sowmz and I laid down on the bed and passed out. hahaha. funny story through out this trip whenever we were in the car sowmz and i were asleep. I'm not sure who slept more though since sowmz can be a strong contender when it comes to sleeping. When I wasn't sleeping I was belting my lungs out to the songs of red.fm. We kept singing if i die young song which is a nice song and everything but songs about dying young is just a lil disturbing man!

Finally after the lil nap it was time for the beach! yeayyyyyy.

serious girls discussing serious stuffs like what's happening in the world and everything.fuhhhh.

this picture makes me miss the waves and the sea..

once the sun set it was time for dinner. We went to wild orchids coz pet and i were dying for their fried calamari we had in 2007. and they tasted just as good. IMMA START DROOLING FOR THEM RIGHT ABOUT NOW!

no pictures of the food coz we were hungdizzle (hungry for those who dont speak rap english).

ok i'm freaking tired. I'll write another post about this really awesome reggae bar we stumbled into by accident. Will be back soon.

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jammin'

2010-12-17T18:38:00.000+08:00

Langkawi was amazing! The weather, the bars, the island, the activities, the friends, the food, the sense of peace.
I'm itching for another island holiday. I dont think I can wait till next year, seriously.
I want to live on an island foreverrrrr.
and the best part came back super-tanned and I liked it.never thought I would like myself all browned up.
Soooooo who's up for an island holiday with me next year? :)

busybeee

2010-09-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

I HAVE NO MORE SOCIAL LIFE DUE TO UNI, TESTS AND ASSIGNMENTS.
(damn emo coz might have to cancel on partayyyyy-ing tmrw night)
crap.go or not go.screw my test or not?
shit,shit,shit.
and guess wat?although i was super busy i didnt miss one single class this week.whoaaa.respect man!hahhaa.
omg im dying for a holiday.again.

on another note, everytime you see me and smile,my heart swells with happiness a lil bit. :)

damn i want to do this all dayyyyyyy.hehheheh do you like my salamander/mrhello i got from ikea.my fav bantal peluk.

(random pics later you emo i never post pics, hahhaha kidding)

i will try to write a nice long awesome post (coz im awesome) once i'm less busy.god knows when thats gonna happen but soon.hopefully.

strawberry jam.

2010-09-19T16:57:00.000+08:00

Raya 2010 was spent mostly:

1st day of raya i wore my old baju kurung since we were driving from kl-ipoh-penang. i was too lazee to wear my pink baju kebaya!

music helps when stuck in a jam.i hate side profile pics though.

stuck in the car.not by choice though. Penang was soooooo freaking packed everywhere. and the fire that happened on the bridge didnt help no one. We were trying to get to Butterworth on 2nd day of raya and got stuck in a bumper to bumper crawl (huiyoo check out the terms i use man) and we were stuck on the bridge for 2 hours man.so i slept.lying down across the seat while i was wearing my baju kurung.and so when i got to my relatives houses my clothes were all crinkled and my hair was sticking up in funny places.couldnt care less though.damn Penang was HOT!!hahha.but other than that penang was super awesomee n i had such a relaxing holiday.will post more pics later.

in the mean time enjoy my lovely pics of the clouds in penang. yeah the picture isnt that pretty. damn i wish i had a dslr!
i noe wat a dslr is! massive. ;)

cuppycake

2010-09-15T01:14:00.000+08:00

Last week headed out for amanda's 21st bday partayyy. I loooove bdays.its the best.And it was real special not only coz amanda had turned 21, nadashaaa was down tooo for a lil visit. Now that's one girl we dont mind in australia since she's always back every few months. Ms bestiee on the other hand, damn she's taking forever to come back! hahaha nah just kidding woman. i now u've been missing us and even more, mamak food! counting the days to dec 2nd!

safs and i all happee over the cupcakes. i've no idea wat i was soo happeee about. i dun really like cupcakes. -.-

bday gurl and alex.

dun i look like their daughter? hahaaaa.

the pimp and his gurls.. i dunno why we agree to such photos man...

safs and her awesomeee recording skills.

ok will be back with raya/holiday posts :)

tira-MISS-u

2010-09-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

Last week the fashionista's and i headed out for buka puasa at TeeqBrassiere in Lot10. Its such a pretty place and the food is super yummy! For RM50++ we got a 3 course meal and lemme tell you it was sooooo good.OMG. Just thinking about it makes me drool. The dessert especially the tiramisu is godsent! Cant believe fasting month is almost over. I'm on mid-term break right now but still am loaded with work. I need a holidayyyyyy! neways i gotta go and email sowmya about our holiday plan! Will be back soon.

the to-die for tiramisu!

once dinner is over what else do you do? CAM-THEFREAKING-WHORE.

hahahhaha.ciao bella's.

BS.

2010-08-28T18:59:00.000+08:00

result of staying up till after 3 am, trying to finish this endless assignment which i was completely uninspired for. and i was trying find every way.word possible to bullshit through it.it was hardddd.and its finally done but its sooo bad i tell you.hahhaha.
and i kept trying to find the smallest thing to get me to not continue with my assignment.
like you know in the middle of trying to gather information i just had to find a fedora, place it on my head and snap using my webcam.had to you know.it was like a matter of life and death.hahaha.neways im still at it, bulshitting that is.will leave you now.and go get me some jersey shore fix.will blog sooooon.

p/s: no i dun wear make up at home.i had gone out and was too lazeee to wipe my make up just yet. :P

teenagedream

2010-08-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

posers

shopping partners/dress up friends/loves.

helllloooooooo.seriously i've no idea who else reads this blog except sowmz,but i'll keep updating it when i've time coz i'm a lil syok sendiri like that.but if ur not sowmz well then hi there! anyways the girls and i headed out to changkat a couple of weeks ago for a night out of funnnn.changkat is not so fun on sundays though.but havana's food makes up for it.fun night as usual.not so fun part though was going back, taking off make up and sitting in front of my lappie trying to get assignmnets i had postponed to the very last minute done.
what is it with me and procrastinating??

more updates on uni (coz thats all my life revolves around at the moment)
seriouslyyyyyyyy i've never been so busy.is it possible to be as busy as i am these days?
does anyone know how busy i was during my diploma days?
i was sooooooo freaking tired this week.2 exams back to back.arghhhh.stab me.sleep is a gift this days.
tonight i refuse to do any assignmnets/study for my next exam/nothing.
i will stay online,do nothing, watch a movie and watch friends.
every morning i get up i pray as hard as i can someone will text and say my 8.30 am class has been cancelled.every freaking morning.i hate mornings.always will.
except for a certain class on monday and a certain class on tuesday.those classes i look forward to a lot this few days. dont seem long enough sometimes. but thats a completely different story. *winks*
i ~~want~~ no need a carrrrr.

but then again despite the fact that i complain and complain, there's an a small part of me that likes the adventures that are happening.
i like the independence.i like how adapting to a completely new enviroment has been ok for me, i like stopping by to talk to my new friends/classmates, hanging out with my house mates, doing my own laundry.i feel grown up.and away from all of the drama.i'm happpeee inside.and content.it scares me sometimes like i might lose it all.
but so far thats how i feel.
and i've come to realize when you stop complaining, and when you learn to take things as they come, things always seem a little better.
fuhhhhh damn deep ok.hahhaha.aight sowmz.will skype with you next week.coz i'll be a free bird.RAYAAAAAAA baybeh.bye bye.

pls follow me on twitter for more 'awesome' updates: www.twitter.com/zuranee

2010-08-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

maybe its coz its that time of the month,
maybe its coz i just came back from a doc's appointment,
maybe its coz all of the good things that's been happenning to me,
i just feel so blessed,
blesses with a good health,
blessed with unbelievable friends and family,
blessed to have the energy to get up everyday with a driven sense of direction,
blessed to be happeee.
I thank you Allah SWT everyday,
through all the hardships,
you've taught me,
opened my eyes to so many different things,
what a beautiful life...

18.

2010-07-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

Celebrated our ms doraemon's birthday last thursday. Was supposed to go to Sunway Pyramid but me being the genius that I am while driving managed to miss the flyover thus making us decide to head to BSC for dinner in Chili's. Lots of laughter, gossips and bday song singing. Later headed to Hartamas (where else) for Chinese tea and some cuci mata session.hahahha.awesome night although msdoraemon and i were dead tired from classes during the day. Hope you had a wonderful time as much as I did sayang. Looooove u lots and happeee bday again :D

Ms driver's gift to ms doraemon.

the bestest, most supportive, most loving friends a girl can have. '

hartamas for some chinese tea.yummyyyyyyyy.

update.

2010-07-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

To my dearest Sowmya Krishnan,
If you've been dropping by my blog and have been dissapointed as I've not been updating my blog,
my apologies,
2nd week of uni has commenced, and i've been running around trying to get my classes settled.
classes hasn't been so bad.cant remember a thing from diploma which means i'm a lil screwed!
been taking the bus, though sometimes my new class mates are kind enough to drop me back home which is a relief.coz i've been working my calf muscles and them legs are looking shapely.nah not really i just tell myself that to make me feel better after lots of walking.my doc cant complaint.i am so getting the exercise i need.
good news though my parents have been car-window shopping around for a car.for meeeee!
look who will be driving you around when you get back hereeeee.hahhaha.
i've actually been real happpee despite all the chaos.
and now i'm at home about to enjoy the weekend.need to get a haircut soon too since my hair is long and thick and out of shape.
and erm.. there's this guy (AHAHAHAHAHAHAH) there's always a guy man.nahhhh.nothing really.will tell you on skype.till then bestiee.
I MISSS YOU and i'm thinking of you.

Sincerely,
shorts stuff.(zura)

oh my gosh!

2010-07-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

Sooooo guess who went for usher last wednesday? yep u guessed it right.ME. wohoo.and lemme tell usher was amazing. his voice live sounds just like it does on his records. and we got the rm348 ticks on discount so i only paid rm270 and got an awesome view of him. No need to look at the screen this time around. The only downside was it was a rainy,grey, cold day for a concert. and since we had gone day at 5 pm we had to line up in the rain for 3 hours.it was all worth it though seeing as we were the 3rd group in the que which led to me getting an awesome view of USHER. Justin Bieber didnt do no surprise visit though.bummer. :(

check out my rm5 rain coat!

My man in action!

After the concert.

Later that night headed to this place (cannot mention here in case busy bodies read my blog) for the Usher after party. GOOD TIMES!

my glass is half full

2010-07-07T01:17:00.000+08:00

a year ago i had an x-ray done.
and my childhood doctor looked at me with worry in her eyes and referred me to a specialist.
pokes,stab,tests and the results were received.
and my life came to a major halt.
drugs,treatments,hospital stays,it was endless.
i thought the end of it would never arrive,
but it finally did,
and all the way i had my friends&family there with me,
those who came to visit,
who called/texted to check up on me,
who told me not to worry,
the end was nearing,
some came with books,some with balloons and most came with chocolates (grins),
i even met awesomest nurses who were always sympathetic to me,
i'm so glad that part of my life is over.
and i'm able to move on.
and i'm healthier than i've ever been, happier and grateful for the things that i have in my life.
but at this moment all i think about is:
how am i going to survive uni when i do not know a single person in my batch?
guess i just have to keep telling myself
at least being uni beats being stuck in a hospital room, with iv drips and nothing to watch on tv.
and to everyone who's been there,
thank you,
your love and support kept me goin,
kept me fighting,
gave me the strength to go through circumstances i couldnt change.
i love you. :)

love,love,love.

2010-07-02T23:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night headed out to Laundry, The Curve to watch Poova Plachciak perform. If you don't know who she is she's an upcoming artist under reshmonu's record.and lemme tell you she is AMAZING! Her voice as powerful as it can get. Dunno why i didnt record her performance. You can check her out here!

Fun night with great conversations. Yeay.

And oooh if you're wondering (assuming i have other readers and not just sowmya) I got a new haircut! Do you like it? :)

Poova in action!

de (wait for it) lightful.

2010-06-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

HELLLLO. Soooo I know its been ages since i blogged.honestly was thinking of shutting this blog but was skype-ing with bestiee sowmz and she told me she checks my blog all the time which got me all like awwww and flattered and all that and got me all semangated to blog again. SOOOOOOO I'M BACK!

Anyways too many stuffs been happening since my last update.been a busy year for me this year.and i will continue being busy and grateful to be busy and out of the hospital! andddd my first post shall be on my 22nd birthday celebration. I TURNED 22 ON THE 22nd! EPIC BAYBEH. hahhaha.i ended up having 3 bday celebrations. this year's was unintentional.

1. pre-bday celebration : surprise party at BSC.

2. birthday dinner : Changkat for dinner and drinks

3. post -bday celebration: party with friends.will blog bout that soon :)

anyways headed to werner's changkat for dinner.yummmmmmmy.and then later drinks and dessert at havana. it was an awesome, awesome night out to celebrate turning 22. and i got pretty awesome gifts. justin bieber's album is one of em. *ehem*

anyone wants to get me an i love justin top?

or an i love jacob top?

late bday gifts are still acceptable in my book.(wat book is it actually when u say that?)

will be back party people.till then!

my pretty girls/gang/entourage.

dinner at werner's.

my awesome make-up of the night was all thanks to ms driver,qis.

our family potrait: daughter,daughter,daddy.

friends: from em primary school days up to now. :)

wanna bet i'm gonna super depressed during my 23rd birthday?sighssss.

btw if u do have a twitter account pls follow me at www.twitter.com/zuranee

thanks.peace out homies!

common denominator.

2010-05-21T00:52:00.000+08:00

sooooooo if you're one of those people who actually reads my blog you'll know i havent had any mood to blog since i've gotten my twitter account. i now have a medium to unleash my thoughts the moment an epiphany strikes.anyways guess wat? ms fashionistaisya&az, lavee threw am early surprise bday party for tseeps and i! OMG.it was sooo great. i've never had one thrown one for me before like that although i've planned other people's surprise party a gazillion times. i almost cried coz i was touched. yeah imma a sobfest like that.

andddddd someone bought actually bought me a justin bieber album. (thanks az) and screw you justin haters.there's a reason usher signed him k?anddd i got the cutest dress by sya.andd neone who's kind enough and loves me i welcome accesories, handbags, car(s), iphone, blackberry and taylor lautner/jake g/max minghella/scottmichaelfoster/mrschue/bradleycooper/aaron johnson ok, ok i'll stop.too many hot boys.

and it is ur responsibility to be nice to me on my bday k k k?

the bday girls

2010-05-06T00:38:00.000+08:00

at the land of dreams,
where i long to be,
i'm ready to go, go go..
i'm reminded all the time,
even when i sleep,
i gots to go....

2010-05-03T00:29:00.002+08:00

i just want to sit around and be depressed. :(

caring.

2010-04-26T01:00:00.000+08:00

So I watched the movie Agora yesterday. It's a true story set during the greek era and to me pretty awesome especially if you're into movies such as 300, gladiator and such. I'm not gonna say much about the movie except it's amazing how the stubborness and pride of one's religion led to so much chaos, destruction and the inability to move forward and progress similar to what is happening now. But let's not get into my redundant and constanly repeated views on racism. What we should get into is Davus, a character played by Max Minghella who is a British actor. phew. Is he hot stuff or is he HOT STUFF?!

Davus

huiyooooo i showed pics to safs/screaming partner/hot boy look out gang and she drooled as bad.

yeah i know i should stop blogging about hot actors.but i cant help it man.they're hot.and anyways by blogging i'm actually sharing with you god's gifts coz i believe sharing is caring. nah not really, i just like checking my blog and being greeted by hot boys.

help meeeeeee

2010-04-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

heyyy. so i'm selling some of my stuff coz i'm completely, completely broke.and mother's day is coming up so i might get something for my mom. and save like no tmrw for a new kate spade handbag. there's this one i've been drooling over. so help me in my noble cause of giving a handbag a loving home and owner!

No 1.

lil black dress.

still in good condition.

only worn once.

S-M

RM25

No 2

dress from f.o.s

worn once

S-M

RM 20

No 3

Cropped Cardigan.

worn once

S-M
RM 15

No 4

Blook skinny jeans

Size 26

good condition.

RM35

No 5

fits M-L

brand new never worn before.

RM 15

No 6

Radioactive mini skirt

brand new never worn before

size S

RM 20

No 7

tube top.

brand new. Never worn before

Size S

RM 15

If ur interested just drop a comment with your contact details k?

thanks.

dancedance

2010-04-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

REMINDER LADIES AND GENTLEMEN,

its the 22nd of April today.

which means 1 more month to the happiest day of the year.

(for me at least but it should be the happiest one for you as well)

i cant wait to jot down things i want for my wish list!

SAVE UP!

buddy

2010-04-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

hey guys and girls.

miss all of you.

cuti sem lepak ok!

the only exception

2010-04-22T00:53:00.000+08:00

dearest jesse williams,

see out of the many, many topless pictures of you i could have posted i decided to post a pic of you all covered up.

coz i mean if u had bone structures like yours and beautiful,piercing eyes you dont need to go around flaunting of em hard packs.

its different if your face was like The Situation. I mean the guy sooo wouldnt be scoring chics if it wasn't for those abs.

anddddd damn you make me want to watch grey's anatomy season 5 and 6 (although i'm a lil tired of shows that remind me of hospitals) so that i can enjoy your ~~hotness~~ talent in acting.

ashleigh was right. YOU ARE THE HOT-NESS MONSTER.

ok ok i couldnt resist.check out those ripped muscle!

mi amigos.

2010-04-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out with safs, becks, pet and les to go try the 'best burger in the world' at frontera jaya 1.ok la the burger i had was pretty yummy.yummy enough to get me to get my hands dirty to eat it.best part they had props for you to camwhore with in the restaurant! and then later headed to swensens for dessert.les kept saying we made a bad choice by choosing the banana split.i mean he flipped the coin and we ended with banana split soooooo really it was his fault that we had banana split. andd les spiderman rocks harder than iron man!

weird boy.call him at 62592020

nom-ing on the yummiest burger.

the very happeee,full woman and the anti-social mr.

at the beginning of our camwhore session.all normal looking and stuff.

say yes to frontera burgers!

the homeless lawyer.sighs..

ladies and gentlemen, meet my pokok duit(money tree), its grown big and strong full of leaves but noooo money on it! *sobs*

safs and i got lost on the way to visit sowmz in adelaide.

i would be normal, if it wasnt for my friends!

marley

2010-04-14T22:16:00.002+08:00

Suzy girl and i

blush pink.

2010-04-11T02:07:00.000+08:00

lil ms rockstar at the moment: cannot take her eyes off her pretty nails!

mee's comment when she walked in my room and saw my shopping bags, ''beli baju baru lagi''.

sheepishly answers, ''where got. 2 tops only. eh mee u like my new chain or not?'' (no i mean seriously you should see it man. its so damn pretty i wanna wear it to bed!)

good shopping day.

no more.seriously.hmm that lines sounds familiar dont you think?

star!

2010-04-08T22:32:00.001+08:00

the silliest woman you'll ever find

hey yang!

sorry for the late post.

no mood for blogging.

anyways

HAPPPPPPPPEEEEE 22nd BIRTHDAY!

thank you for always having ms doraemon and my back.

you wouldn't wanna mess with us coz this woman is a bigger gangsta than i am.

(i just don't tell her coz i am the biggest gangsta of all)

thank you for the fun times,

the sleepovers,

those times when u did my make-up,

gossip times and the list continues.

its amazing how even when we're out just the 2 of us we have the bestest times!

i loveeeee you.

p/s: wajib celebrate my bday.dont care!

nothing on you baby

2010-04-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

Guess who turned 22 on 26th of March?

Ms driver! woot.woot.this time it was just the 3 girls (ms doraemon,ms driver and i) out to celebrate and catch up since we havent seen each other in ages! We decided to check out Full House in Sunway Pyramid since I heard the fo there is really awesome and its pretty and all that. It fell just ike the old days when we were in Segamat when we would pick up ms doraemon from college and head to town for dinner and gossip and gab the whole way.sighsss. Later that night it was off to Hartamas for dessert coz i mean seriously Hartamas Square is THE SPOT for ms driver and i! Took photos like there was no tmrw but ms driver is yet to upload the rest so i'll just put up the one's she posted on fb.

the mother and her daughter.

short stuffs!

hustla and the nerd.

hahhaa. i had an L on my forehead coz ms driver does not know how to use chopsticks.one time she tried to pick up a dim sum and somehow it flew straight into my teh-cina-gelas-besar-tambah-ais!

and a word of caution if you ever go to full house do not be fooled by this pic.this food is sooo yucky.don't remember the name but its fish with cranberry and mango sauce.omggg.not nice at all.dont try this!but do try fish and wedges.its like fish and chips except they replaced the fish with wedges and tartar sauce with wasabi-tartar sauce.omggg.yummmmmmy.

it was a great night out. cant wait for more! looooooove u girls.

moneymoney

2010-04-04T15:25:00.000+08:00

shop.shop.shop.
i never stop. (fuhhh it rhymes)
i'm sooooooo broke.
ok ok i promise when i go for the bazaar this weekend i will only spend rm50 and no more.
serioussssssss.

every girl needs to stick to this motto when their broke,

i might be broke but my wardrobe is banging!

hehehe.feel all better now.

2010-04-03T14:21:00.000+08:00

i find it kinda dissapointing when i am judged because of the way i dress,
the places i hang,
the activities i do which i consider fun.
because of all that i'm considered as a bad, no manners, not worthy of being treated with respect person.
fyi ur judging doesnt make u any better than me ok?

tap on your window

2010-04-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

So recent updates of mine:

1. Edward Cullen and i went on a date and the dessert was so awesome we just had to take a picture of it. He's shy, thats why he's not looking at the camera.

2. It was such an awesome date, he proposed and this was my wedding gown. Sorry I didnt invite anyone. It was kinda a lil hush hush.

3. I am a now happily rich, woman that wears pearls and all that. Haaaa the joys of life.

yes i was bored but no i'm not lying. i am married to eward cullen.

walking in em high heels.

2010-03-28T22:52:00.001+08:00

Had a night out with shopping partners last friday. and where else did we head to but Changkat. I love it there! This time we decided to try out the social since the times we passed it by it looked so damn pretty. The food there was not bad and at a pretty reasonable price. Had an awesome time with the girls dropping by a couple of restaurants in changkat. Awesome onversations and u can say the night out was to celebrate the fact that Az has a new jobbb.yeay.

There was these drunk-no manners-old-Brith guys that were completely obsessed with my French bread who were trying to be cute or something and then got mad when rejected.gile loser for life man.

There was this drummer from a certain band that was sitting on the table next to ours and kept checking out every girl that passed by eventhough he was out with his date/gf. He even had his eyes open while kissing his gf/date. hish. player much?

Guess wat else happened? the manager at 21 restaurant gave us 2 rounds of free drinks. On the house babybehhh .haahhaha.it was a fun,fun nite and cant wait for next week

prettiest lady with a brand new job.

love this crazy gal.

hung out with jeffrey and the gang for a lil bit.

shiny disco balls

she camwhored all through the night!

favourite-st pose of the night!

endless.

2010-03-28T21:52:00.001+08:00

thats what i do as edward cullen's wife.

feed him good food.

day in, day out

2010-03-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

one word: FRIENDS :)

rants

2010-03-21T15:54:00.001+08:00

You know there are certain girls with boyfriends who are always emo-ing bout how they hate it when their boyfriend's facebook page (for example) gets comments from other girls (who are usually just good friends or college mates). and they go on and on about girls flurting with their man when in truth the girls were just being friendly (coz you see some girls are well, maybe you've never heard this before nice/friendly).

and as they go on and on in your head you can't help but think, ''erm... fyi i speak for a lot of girls when i say if i was paid money pun i'd rather be single than date your bf''.
see, just coz you think your bf is all that, some people can do way better and is unfazed by your 'true love'. in fact some people actually secretly dislikes your bf.

and if the girls were actually flirting with your man then you wanna know why they are?
its coz he's been flirting with other girls behind your back.which can only mean one thing, your man is a jerk. so spare the others the need to listen about your boyfriend yg tak best tue ok?

oh and girls pls,pls do not tell me the whole i must ask permission from my bf if i can go out with my best friends tonight.eeiiii.pls la dont be so kampung.he's your bf man.not your husband.can you chill for 2 seconds or not?

or pls do not cry when your bf gets mad at you coz you were busy and couldnt reply his msg asap. if you have that psycho of a bf u best leave him k? coz i mean do you really want your life to revolve around one person which happens to be someone else instead of you?

and if you ever read this, you know that bf of yours who is always breaking up with you, accusing YOU of cheatng when he knows for a fact you would never think of another guy and seems to have no emotions whenever you guys break up? don't mope around for him. he obviously doesnt care.

see the thing about love is its blinds you.and it always seems like girls get blinded the most.

2010-03-21T02:18:00.002+08:00

when can i see you again?

sillybunny

2010-03-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

i''m the silliest bunny around.

and my friends are there with me every step of the way

torn.

2010-03-20T18:16:00.000+08:00

i might be gravitating to team jacob and all about going over to the dark side,

but edward cullen, gosh you make it so damn hard.

and when it comes to you,

yes i do believe in love at first sight.

just for you.

dont stop make it pop

2010-03-19T01:25:00.000+08:00

today was a great, great shopping day with shopping partners, sya&az.
love those 2 girls for life.
however am completely broke.
feel guilty bout asking for more cash from mee.
need a high paying job pronto.
or a very generous sugar daddy.hmm..
still in need of certain things though.
who wants to see my new purchases?
hands up! (or comment)
and i will post pics k k?

2010-03-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

Dear Allah SWT,
for all that you've blessed me with.
I'm thankful.
the roof over my head,
the loving famnily and friends,
my awesome wardrobe,
i'm so grateful.
all i pray is for you to keep the sickness away.
and then it'll be complete.

baby i'm a fool.

2010-03-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Guilty feelings about clothes are totally unnecessary. A lot of people earn their living by making clothes, so you should never feel bad.

Karl Lagerfeld.

Thank you for those wise words.Tomorrow when i'm out shopping i refuse to feel guilty due to those absolutely genius words of the man, Karl Lagerfeld. :)

2010-03-17T22:15:00.002+08:00

angau.sampai got headache.when is it going to stop?!
wanna bet tmrw i am going to regret this post?

are u down?

2010-03-15T16:06:00.001+08:00

kalau ade wardrobe mcm nie kan best?

so nice and clean and organized.

when i have a house im gonna splurge on and make a really,really awesome walk in wardrobe.

and make it look like kimora's with all kinds of clothes,shoes,handbags,earrings,perfume,etc etc from all kinds of brands including limited edition LV's and pretty jackets from Chanel and Stuart Weitzman's.

shit i sooooooooooooo need to clean my wardrobe its not even funny anymore.

"ok, ok mee.i'll do it tmrw.no serious,tmrw.don't worry.for sure nice and clean after this."

that statement was yesterday.damn.well its the thought that i am gonna clean it (eventually) that counts rightttttttt?

homie

2010-03-14T21:10:00.001+08:00

if you were wondering,

yep that's my ride around town.

yeah nothing much just a simple little car.

pretty famous car.

a lil fast though.seats one person.hmmm not cool when your friend asks for ride coz no one else fits...

and whenever i park in front of restaurants they put it on display like that.

coz i'm cool like that.

2010-03-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

I HAVE A TWITTER ACCOUNT.hahhahahah.

add me up:
http://twitter.com/zuranee

2010-03-09T01:51:00.002+08:00

anyone who's ever dated a player will know this.
when you are at that point when you are the happiest,
he will come and try to screw things up for you.

randomizer

2010-03-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

sometimes when i'm really,really bored i google random things like 'emo songs that will make you cry'.

just coz la u noe girls have this things bout watching and listening to movies and songs that make them cry so much they get a headache.

movies like kabhi khushi kabhi gam, titanic *sobs (i cannot hear the word titanic it reminds me of jack dawson) or.. Oprah. yep.

and btw i just found an awesome emo,will listen like mad when in love song: red jumpsuit apparatus's your guardian angel.

fatcat

2010-03-08T22:08:00.001+08:00

So i was out with mummy today when we saw the cutest baby ever with really,really chubby cheeks and wearing her dad's cool shades.

Me: I wonder how b nior would look if he was a baby.

mummy: he'd be a real fat baby thats for sure.

Now if you're wondering b nior is short form for baby junior and out of the 4 cats i have at home he is MY cat. I tell you there are no ways to describe how much i love this fat, over-sized cat. everytime i se it i'm kissing it or petting it sometimes i try to carry him but this fat cat is heavy mannnn. and i'm always cooing at him and saying how much i love u at it and im always like you are the cutest cat on earth and things like that.

and to tell you the truth when it comes to family i'm so anti affections and stuff. i rarely let my mom kiss me or pet my hair and things like that.don't know why.its just a me thing. which is why my mom sometimes calls me the ice queen.

there was this one time i told my mom how much i do not like sharing beds with people and if i ever get married i would have two beds and i would sleep on the huge king size bed and my husband can sleep on the other bed.so that i can roll from this end to the other end without anyone i would bump into -.-

Me: maybe when i have a son i'll name him junior. and when my son grows up and asks me why i named him junior i'll go, i once had a cat that i loved so,so,so much and i used to kiss it all the time and say how much i loved it. which is something coz i'm an ice queen. i rarely do those things to human.

coz obviously if i had a son which i had to carry around in my belly for 9 months i would love him and kiss him and spoil him like no one's business

and btw don't you think guys who love their cats are sooooo cute?

2010-03-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

When can I see you again?

When can my heart beat again?

OMG. I loveeee that song by babyface.Andddd guess who got serenaded by one of the best rNb singer ever? Thats right! M-E. Babyface was awesomeeee.omgosh.sya and i had bought ticks bout a month ago and we've been waiting for the concert for agessss.i was soo excited when we got into the hall and ok, we got the cheapest seat in the house but we got a pretty great view of him and when he came out and sang everytime i close my eyes, i had tears in my eyes. and the he sang a medley of mama, i'll make love to you, and end of the road and i tell u i was sooo choked up. sya was just as bad mann.hahhaha.

there were a few songs that i was waiting excitedly for him to perform like how come,how long and nobody knows it but me but he didnt perform those songgg. *sobs* and when he left the stage the stage without singing when can i se you again i almost had a heart attack. i was just standing around with my mouth gaping and tring to not hyperventilate (hish damn drama) and going NOOOO, NOOO. thank god babyface came back on stage to perform one last song which was when can i see you again.yeayyyy.

Ayways before the show started i was telling sya 'i'm gonna record all my fav songs when he sings.' but i'm telling you the moment babyface came on stage i was in such LAYANNNNN mode i completely forgot about recording him. i was sooooo into the music. and thank god the hall was dark coz if it was lit up the people sitting next to me would have tot i was high coz i was listening to the music with my eyes closed and my head and body swaying from left to right.hishhh.damn layannnn. all i wanted to do was close my eyes and take a dive in babyface's smooth caramel voice.hihihii.

overall it was an awesome,awesome night and though sya and i got caught in a jam and had to miss dinner it was all wayyy worth it

while waiting (excitedly) for the show to start. what else to do but camwhoreee.

legendary!

my man in action.

ahhaa, yes you know what they say.

if you have it, flaunt it

2010-03-03T22:35:00.002+08:00

i wanna go so badly,
i (literally) dream about it every night of my life,
its a sign dont you think?
i cant miss out again can i?

part of the list

2010-03-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

You say mad people.

I say best friends.

The kind that sticks with you through thick and thin.

The kind that supports,encourages and loves you for who you are.

I am really,really lucky.

2010-03-01T23:56:00.002+08:00

i don't want to fight no more.
i don't want you to be angry at me any longer.
i just want things to be the way they were.
i wanna hang,and bond and gab.
imissyou.
life aint so fun when you're not around..

sobfest

2010-03-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

After all.. I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her..

Notting Hill.

who let the dogs out?

2010-02-25T22:54:00.000+08:00

Was out having dinner with Pet and Nat (my love who's back from australia for a lil bit btw)

Nat: The Wolfman sucks. Don't watch it.
Me: Of course it sucks. Any werewolf movie sucks. Only vampire movies are worth watching.

*pause* but then again Jacob Black is a werewolf and he's hot. hmmm...

hhehehee

this kinda werewolf?ewww.gross. DO NOT LIKE.

but this werewolf? A million times YES.lover foreverrrr

2010-02-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

I'm wishing on a star to follow where you are..

2010-02-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

I DON'T WANT TO BE 22!
I'm sooooo old.
I'm not ready to be a 22 year old person.
I still feel like I'm 17.
I still think like a 17 year old.
I laugh at jokes 6 year old would find lame.
I'm not smart.
I don't know any cool trivia.
I don't watch the news.
I don't know which company is doing well in the stock market.
I don't know any company.
I suck at geography.
I'm still not sure whether Bank Negara has to pay tax or not.
I don't have a job.
I can't cook.
I don't have a car so everyone drives me around everywhere.
I don't work out.
I don't have deep conversations with people.
I have no idea what I'm gonna work as when I start working.
In fact I'm not even sure if the course I'm doing is right for me.
I'm short.
damn ber-depressing.
*sobs

2010-02-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

whenever you're mean to me,
and you say words that hurt,
and you make out to make it seem like im the one who's flaking out on you,
i cant do nothing but brush it off my shoulder.
i read those words you posted, i read the comments you posted.
thanks.

thank god for all the hot boys we've been blessed with!

2010-02-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

So safs and I were online one day when she mentioned my Channing Tatum post and the two of us started goin on about how hot he is and stuff when i suddenly got an idea to list our 10 hottest guys of Hollywood. This list is in random order coz we melted too much and couldn't choose which one would be number one.

So here we goooooo!

Ben Barnes

hishhh.too hot. he acted in Narnia and the Prince of Caspian or something like that.and he is sooooo handsome man.anddd not only that he speaks with an accent. who wont drool man?

Chace Crawford

My lover for life and his character in Gossip Girl is the nicest, cutest, rich boy ever. xoxo.

Matt Czurchy

He played the character of Logan in Gilmore Girls. The rich bad boy who was at the same time as charming as you can get. I think out of all the guys rory dated he was the one i liked the most.

Josh Duhamel

I dont care what em strippers say about you, you're still my honey josh

Zac Efron

Isnt zac the prettiest boy ever? Vanessa Hudgens is very,very lucky girl.sighs..

Drew Fuller

drools...

Josh Hartnett

I liked him since The Faculty and that movie was like wat? in the 90's. It dun matter though. i tot he was the most adorable thing on earth. i was so devastated when u died in pearl harbor. *sobs*

Shia Labeouf

Who would have guessed that dorky boy from Even Stevens would turn out to be such a hunk and a half. Pet and I nearly died from hotness when we were watching Eagle Eye together!

Ian Somerhalder

Remember the cutie pie Boon in Lost? sighsss. he died toooo in season 1.that sucked big time man..

Sam Worthington

Last but not least. Sam Worthington a.k.a Jake Sully. arghhh. too damn cute man. When i was watching Avatar 3-d the clearer images made his lips so sexy. and whenever he shaved and looked all cleaned cut *shivers* sooooo handsome.loveeeee u.

So there you go ms safs and i's list of hot men. seriously though safs we missed out so many hot guys man.

and if u were wondering how comme my lover robert pattinson is not hear im annoyed at him coz he likes kristin stewart.eewww.

like safs said its his loss.

this list was brought to you by ms safs and ms rockstar

2010-02-15T00:37:00.000+08:00

maybe you'll call and say happy valentine's day...
maybe.

why not?

2010-02-11T00:29:00.000+08:00

Channing Tatum all dressed up, so handsome.

Channing Tatum topless? Phwoar even better.

He should walk around topless man.

It'll just make the world a brighter place

boo.

2010-02-10T20:18:00.002+08:00

insane.

i want someone to love me for who i am.

i want someone to need me is that so bad?

Nick Jonas and the Administration said it best.

2010-02-09T17:11:00.000+08:00

.i do not like february.

.certain couples need to take a chill pill man. your bf is an idiot.

.if you ever read this, i want you to know i never forgot you. you forgot you. i'm not interested in the rude,cold,pretentious you.

.life is to be enjoyed.stop acting like a party pooper.

2010-02-07T01:45:00.000+08:00

why is it,
you wait,wait for something,
although you know deep down inside it wont happen,
but ur still hoping,
and then it kinda happens that thing you wait for,
but its not the person you want,
and like a deflated balloon,you deflate some more.
sighs...

old school.

2010-02-07T01:14:00.000+08:00

hello there ms bestieee/soon to be doc.

anyways i miss you so,so much.

it feels weird passing by section 12 and knowing you're not at home.

yesterday sutha and i passed by your house and i missed you so much i swear a piece of my heart fell and broke.

damn drama but its trueeeeeeeeeeeee.

it aint easy when you're far away..

anyways i have a new lappy with a built-in webcam.

so lets chitchat or skype soon?

i loveeee you.

2010-02-06T17:50:00.000+08:00

parties like a rockstar :D

2010-02-06T01:53:00.002+08:00

if i had one wish,
i'd wish really,really hard for you...

wink

2010-02-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

from the moment i wake up,

before i put on my makeup,

i say a little prayer for youuuuuuu :)

the 1st step is admitting you have a problem.

2010-02-02T20:51:00.000+08:00

My most recent items that have been purchased and are now gracing me with its presence. yeay.

Purchase number one. my bird in a cage chain.its so freaking cute ok.i had to buy it the moment i saw the lil blue bird in it.too cute must stare at it all the time.

look at the lil birdie.tweet tweet.

feather earrings.just coz its hip.hmm i just noticed bird in a cage chain, feather earrings,im into birds noww! which is weird coz i hate real birds. especially when i see em flying in flocks.OMG.it gives me goosebumps all over ok!

pretty leapord handbag because it is cuteee.when i walked pass Charles&Keith i swear it was calling out my name.so i ~~answered the calling~~ bought it

you can never have enough heart necklaces can you?

Actually these purchases were bought a few weeks ago. since then i've bought even more stuffs but im too lazee to take my pictures. and then yesterday mummy gave me the ultimatum. 'No more shopping ok. You've shopped enough'.

BUT MEE I'M GOING TO THREADZOO BAZAAR THIS WEEK AND I NEED TO SHOP MOREEEE!

sighhhsss.

i like laaa

2010-01-28T20:48:00.005+08:00

I DO NOT LIKE GUYS WHO ARE:

Too SERIOUS for their own good. You know the kind that sits around pondering on the meaning of life. The kind that wants to be by nature and listen to the birds sing. And thinks everything in the world is wrong,wrong,wrong. Pessimistic as hell. Like dudeee. How old are you? 21? Then can you chill the freak out? Its not like you have to pay for taxes or take care of your 3 kids and wife at home. What are you so unhappy about? RELAXXXX BRO!

The type that spends all his life proving to everyone how smart he is. The one that boasts about his love of reading dictionaries and really,really serious books that makes everyone else yawn. Take note there is nothing wrong about your reading preferences. It gets annoying when you think people who like reading about fashion is not deep enough or a bimbo. You are not wikipedia. Stop acting like one.

Guys who are only nice to their girlfriends. ONLY their girlfriends. When they see a girl who is a friend who is carrying a heavy ass bag u know what they do? Nothing. When a gir who is a friend is in trouble and aks for help what does he do? Not a single thing. Jerk.

INSECURE guys. oh these is the worst of the lot. These guys actually go around warning their girlfriend to not talk to other guys. No such thing as best guyfriend in his dictionary. Its either him or the highway. I'd choose the highway, thanks.

Guys that say stoopid things with the aim to insult, inflict anger or sound better than everyone else. I'm guessing he is unaware it only makes a person look at him and think in their head 'You are a dumb ass'. Say jokes with sexual references in the hope of sounding cute but it only sounds gross. Nope you are not cute.

But.... i do like you, Aaron Johnson.

However i do not like the fact that you are 19 and you are engaged to a 43 year old woman who is pregnant with your baby. :(:(

2010-01-26T20:58:00.001+08:00

it is as near to you as your life but you can never wholly know it.

excerpts from The Gardener.

misadveture

2010-01-26T20:05:00.002+08:00

Soooooooooooo i headed to the bank yesterday to do some banking stuff. All by myself somemore.fuuuhhh i feel so bangga everytime im at the bank on my own. getting money from the atm doesn't really count though. its those moment when you go to cash cheques and stuff thats so bangga-fying.
anyways so im waiting for my turn and tere's nothing much to do like read coz they dont have magazines or books.and i cant check fb on my phone coz papi culo's been acting up.decided to call pet up and we're talking and she goes
where are you?
at the bank.i feel so grown up man.
you know you cant use phones in the bank right?
whatttt?but there aren't any signs around that says you cant.
*looks around*
oh shit i just saw a sign for no cellphone allowed.better go!

I NEVER KNEW THERE'S A RULE THAT SAYS YOU CAN'T USE CELLPHONES IN BANKSSS!
how come no one told me?

but anyways when it was my turn the lady at the counter's phone rings and you know how nokia phone's say the person calling's name and it goes sayang,sayang.and she picks up the phonee.wat the hellllllllllllllllllll!
no fair ok.sayang call oni rules are forgotten.hahhahahaha.

stalked.

2010-01-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

i noe who johnny reminds me off!
i should have known.
the eyes,the height,the manerrism,the reputation.even his smile.
it took me so looooong to figure it out but once it hit me it hit me biggg time.
its never going anywhere.
you are my type.

2010-01-24T22:23:00.002+08:00

i made this rose for you,
i made it red,
i'd make it's petals blue,
if thats what you said to do.
would you be my love?

Matt Morris's be my love.

2010-01-24T00:27:00.002+08:00

so many questions.
so very little answers.
stay or go?
ready or not?
what to do?
who to ask?
time is running out.
answers pls.

ttyn

2010-01-22T23:43:00.003+08:00

night out with ms fashionista's was a loooooot of fun.

tseeps,az and i've been given duties as bridesmaids for sya's wedding.

we're apparently in chaarge of the montage but can i do music please syaaaaaaa.

u noe i listen to em emo music and i'll noe the best music to choose for ur first dance and stuff.

so me in charge of music k?

can can :D

2010-01-22T23:40:00.002+08:00

i miss you.
so, so much i bleed a little inside.
its easy to pretend like everything is fine.
its not so hard when i dont think of you.
but i dont want to go on this way.
i dont want you to change.
i want you to laugh at my jokes.
i miss you,and i dont know what to do...

M-I-L-K

2010-01-18T22:03:00.005+08:00

if i had a cow i would name it MILK.

then i would be able to say:

"hey insert-name-here, meet my pet. Milk, the cow.

HAHAAHHAHA.yup i came up with that myself.i tau i crack myself up too sometimes

my cow wears pink-heart-shaped shades.coz we're cool like that.dun jealous pls.

first

2010-01-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

jack dawson.

first love.

true hero.

always and forever...

pre

2010-01-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

hey sowmz.

remember those good old days when we were 17.

all wild and free?

5 years later and we're still just as wild.

just as crazeeeeee.

HAPPPPEEEE 22nd BIRTHDAY MS GIRAFFE!

i will write u loooong birthday post.till then.

looveeeee you :)

2009-12-25T22:20:00.002+08:00

love isn't a maybe thing.
you know when you love someone.
you don't get choose who you fall in love with.
you can fall out of love.
but you cant always stop loving someone...

ermmmmm

2009-11-25T17:55:00.002+08:00

i tell you i cannot tahan people with photo albums on facebook with tittles like 'its me' or 'me, myself and i' etc etc.and then its full of pics of them hands outstretched wit muka damn poser like that or like look-arent-i-cute photos.i mean dont get me wrong im a camwhore but come onnnnnnnnnnn.
u sit at home in ur pyjamas also must take photo meh?
and then post it in facebook?
damn perasan ok. -_-

2009-10-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

convocation day is tmrw pls.
preparing for a loooooooong day.
excited much?

basket case

2009-10-13T21:01:00.005+08:00

hey BACOOL!

this is ur bday post. maaf lambat. tapi disebabkan masalah kesihatan dan laptop yang tidak ok tak mengapa la kan?kau 21 years old for setahun kannn?hehehe.

anyways mr bacool is:

-adorable.elele.ye la.ade dimple satu yg cute.

-sebab dia agak cute agak ramai laa peminat.eleh poyo.

-tall.well taller than sya and i. anyways..

-changes hairstyle banyak banyak kali.

-likes topman nye baju.

-names all of his electronic devices using very sexy names.for example linda the laptop.sally the sony phone and fatimah si kereta.

-suka makan nasi goreng cina kat teratak.

-boss yg garang.hmmph.hehhe.

-gang ceita jiwang jiwang,love story.

-mengintroduced me to maria mena.best forever!

-gang gossip. ;p

-sgt la funny esp bile kacau sya pendek.

-uitm segamat's futsal player.
-very helpful.sanggup duk bawah payung while its raining to jumpstart ali yg ingin merajuk pada hari itu dan tidak start.

-gang balik kl.

-gang gi kuantan,melaka.muar lum lagi ah boss.

-gang forever.

anyways if i was to continue lagi sampai forever tak abis.

ur the best cool!

thanks for the frenship:):)

looovveeee ya!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY AGAIN!

may ur wishes come trueee.

2009-10-05T20:33:00.002+08:00

if i didnt care,

would i feel this way?

if i didnt care,

would it be the same?

would my every prayer begin and end with just your name?

Amy Adams and Lee Pace's If I Didnt Care.

barf

2009-09-30T16:17:00.002+08:00

we hung out with you coz we thought u were a friend.
not coz we think ur hot.
G.R.O.S.S.

T o be a player requires skills.
skills u seem to lack.
sorry...

you

2009-09-26T18:01:00.002+08:00

.the chain.
.ur name.
.my heart.
.love.
.faith.
.hope.
.i will always be a fool for you.

2009-09-26T17:23:00.001+08:00

RAYA 2008